How Empire Destroys Relationshipsfeatured
Empire attempts to extinguish Love because it is the only effective means for liberation that we have.
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Tag - mental health
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self eviscerationfeatured
what is a mind at war
with itself
my Self
fragmented
oozing through the gaps
in my Spirit
a thousand festering wounds
burn through my vessel
through Me,
“the observer”
feels more like
“the victim”
begging for a
permanent end
to the suffering that is
Life
relentless
loss
cruelty
despair
the pressure
of one thing piling
atop another
& another
& another
trying to hold it
together
keep it moving
lest i die or
worse
i break
& the corrosive ichor
that’s seeped through
my Spirit
my Self
spills unto Every Thing
a rot
that burrows deep
& makes a feast
of All that is sacred
to Me,
a thing
still beyond it’s own reach
lost
& at war with itself.
cyclical despairfeatured
a heart beats in my chest and
my lower belly
clenches around the hollow
carved out of the
Life
that grew there
down the drain
with a quart of blood and
shreds of my flayed heart
find their way out
of my mouth and
my eyes and
my hands
shake uncontrollably as i
cradle this cursed body
piloted by
this cursed Mind
a scrap of my
supposedly
beautiful Soul
but
“i” feel like
the ugliest thing
in all Creation and
i resent this Soul
for choosing this Life and
i resent this Self for
the suffering it’s brought
upon others and
me
sabotaged by my own wounds
inflicted by ghosts who
hound my every step
my dreams
my thoughts
my Spirit
my Life
When Systemic Violence Invokes Despairfeatured
I’m feeling too much all the time. There’s too much going on all the time.
Why are we so mean to each other?
